I haven't heard you voice in the longest time.
Your the someone to whom I loved for quite awhile.
But, he knows how it feels to fall so far it hurts.
He knows how it feels to recieve the broken fragments
Of his own heart, like I had recieved mine.
You left me in the dark, hun, but I forgive you.
You were scarred and scared and not in the right mind.
I forgive that you broke your vow of loving me
For the rest of time. For if I held you true to your vow,
Even now would I still be broken and lost.
A searching soul bleeding and forgotten.

Somehow I recieved my sanity,
And put on a false front to get myself by
All those cold days that I had feared
that I would die drom the loss of you.
I didn't have the slightest clue how
Unhealthy that devotion was.
Abd when finally you were finsihed with
Prolonging my fall from grace
The pain didn't last as long a sI thought it would.
It nubled my  heart and froze my face in a crystalized dew.

For a short while I was cold hearted and neglectent,
The he came, and melded toghther the broken
Stained glass shards that had been my my heart.
As I fell to the ground, I didn't know if you cared,
Honestly I don't know if you ever cared, but you
Needn't worry yourself now. I'm loved and cared for more
Than I ever thought I deserved in this lifetime.
I've seen through the vei that was my love for you.
Love that blinded and stung my eyes
So I couldn't see how good I had it. I couldn't see
How good my life had been, how much I was forgiven.

But now I'm free of the misery that plagued me every day.
Yet sometimes I still I still feel incredibally stupid for just
Throwing those long months of my life away for naught.
Chasing after a love I thought I had, but had never even touched.
God knows I have been nieve to have assumed then
That I had from you that much.
I longed for a soft and understanding touch,
Or a warm kiss on the forhead just to say I love you.
I wished and wanted so many things that I woudn't
Have now if it wasn't for you.

Looking back on it now, in this moment of time,
There isn't any more bitterness, there is no more hurt.
Looking back to what we never had , I see what what
You have given me. Thank you.